Good News
SwingBot and KOH_HCl approve of the object of my latest crush… so much that SwingBot has teased me about cluing in said object about my crush.
Bad News
I have a new crush… on someone I already value as a friend… who would probably flee like a timid forest creature if he learned of this development.
Right. Time to make an effort to meet someone new.
As I recently noted, I had a close brush a very unhealthy relationship. More accurately, I actively sought what would have been a bad relationship with a man I call CollegeCrush. Even knowing he had become a people-user, even having no respect for his values, even no longer finding him particularly handsome, I felt addicted to him. Only he could extinguish the torch I carried for him.
Fortunately, he did.
I recently had the humbling realization that I have long been harboring the cliche arrogance of \”I can change him.\”
This past week has been quite a rollercoaster ride of emotions, preceded by nearly two decades of uncertainty.