Oh… well, then.
What I previously thought to be the incision site was not. It was dried blood, or the sutures falling out, or some other scabby material that has since been cleaned away. This morning, I found the actual site… and it is directly where the navel discomfort is.
I am not sure what that means for the long term. Will the resulting scar cause any impact? It is tiny and would probably have no effect at other places. But… it is right there… at my Absolutely Do Not Under Any Circumstance Touch spot.
However, considering last night, I do not merely hope, but truly suspect, that the healed scar shall not bother me.
Yes, Ms. Always-Horny-Except-I\’m-Not-Now still has a story to tell from Tuesday night. You know, the night of the Absolutely No Play date.
SwingBot, BG, and I had dinner in while I forced BG to watch act one of the 1991 recording of \”Into The Woods.\” Just when he thought it was done (no culture, that boy), we launched into act two! During that, I wrapped Christmas gifts, which is my favorite part of Christmas. After that, apparently wanting to sleep on our couch, BG suggested \”Thor.\” I snuggled him and often tickled him awake when I suspected him of napping. By that movie\’s end, the hour was late.
As I noted previously, I had reached a point where I want physical intimacy, just not anything that involves my midsection. BG and I exchanged a long goodnight kiss… a looooong kiss. During our farewells, he employed weapons that he knows work too well: he whispered in my ear the suggestion of his sucking SwingBot\’s cock while I watched. My cunt offered a response of enthusiasm that it has not managed for a week. What a pity that SwingBot and I had already discussed possible play options in advance along just those lines and rejected them. The conversation had gone:
Me: \”I could just watch!\”
SB: \”No, you couldn\’t.\”
Me: \”I have in the past! Or I could just use my hands!\”
SB: \”And you\’d really leave it at just that for the whole evening?\”
Me: \”… Uh… yes…\”
SB: \”Uh huh. No.\”
So, BG went home and I joined SwingBot in bed. My cuddling and kissing with BG inspired SwingBot to do that with me. We had to mind his left arm, but we managed. He started by rolling over to his right and facing me, his mouth on mine. I pulled into him, snuggling close while kissing back.
Since the pose was awkward and put his left arm in harm\’s way, he rolled onto his back and I climbed closer, partially atop his right. I alternated kissing his mouth and sucking and licking his throat. That earned me an erection that I stroked, first with my hand and then with my mouth. His right hand played with my anus and cunt, carefully not penetrating. He requested a toy for his butt, which normally I am thrilled to get. I was enjoying his fingers too much to be readily motivated to interrupt, though. He did eventually stop, but we never did get that toy.
Instead, SwingBot slid me forward onto him until we were in Reverse Cowgirl position. He carefully and slowly slid his erection inside me. This position can be fun, but the angle has to be something I want, since it rubs the \”wrong\” way. Last night, that \”wrong\” way was quite right. It kept his cock shallow while stimulating us both. He kept his strokes slow and gentle. I normally prefer hard and fast, to the point that slow and gentle is just a break or a tease for me. But SwingBot really does slow and gentle well… so well. Even my orgasms from it somehow seem softer and gentler, as did his.
I slept peacefully after that, and woke this morning aroused. Part of me wanted to mount SwingBot and wake him with sex, or get a toy or two for myself and wake him with the noise of my self pleasure. However, even during that mostly-shallow position last night, there were a couple times that his cock went deep enough to touch my still-sore cervix. While part of me wants to make up for lost time by getting BG back here for a threesome, or to tie SwingBot up and ride him hard, or exhaust myself with my favorite toys, another part thinks that I should give myself a little more time. I shall at least wait for the doctor\’s advice during my follow-up this afternoon on whether I should pursue \”vigorous activities.\”
The navel discomfort is still there, though substantially less so than it was as of Monday. So, while I was dismayed to discover that the incision really is Right There, last night suggests that it may not be a long-term problem.